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Sunday, May 24, 2026

Not a Pleasant Way!

 

 

We had stayed there several times before, and had always been happy with the service. This time all I saw was the top of a head huddled deeply over a computer keyboard.

No eye-contact, no "Hello", just a brusque "Your ID?" I presented my driver's licence which was intensely scrutinised by the head over the keyboard. Then some slow tap-tap-tap on the keyboard, followed by "Number of car?" Number of car? "Just one!" "No, number of car!"

I went outside to quickly look at my registration plate, and called it out to the huddled head. More slow tap-tap-tapping on the keyboard. Then the head emerged from behind the counter and went outside for what I thought was a double-checking of my registration number, but no, she - it was a "she" - had expected me, without saying a word, to follow her to the EXPRESS CHECK-IN BOX where my room key was waiting for me.

Handing me the key, she launched into rapid-fire instructions of what I must and must not do, when I must check out, and that I must not park my car in any spot other than the one marked with my room number.

I had to stop her a few times as I couldn't understand her accent. It had also been a long drive and a long day. and so I simply snatched the key from her hand and proceeded to my room. Her enunciation suddenly became very clear, "You are a racist! And have your hearing checked!"

Until she'd decided to use it as her reason for calling me a racist, I had not even noticed her darker complexion. What is the world coming to? Should I be grateful she's not filing a racial discrimination complaint?

When I came home, I found an email from the motel in which they invited me to "tell us about what you enjoyed or how we can improve your stay". I told them! Not that it matters as I won't stay there again!

 


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The coffin is an obfuscation

 

Reg loved his footie and his cricket, hence the background

 

The coffin is an obfuscation, a veil to save us from gazing down on a once-living body as we sprinkle the first spades of earth. There they go, “the departed”. Gone in a rattle of dirt on wood, yet present: a corpse in that box at the bottom of the pit, a physical reality, a face we’d known.

At every turn we smooth this moment. With ritual. With respect. But it’s an ending that will come. Every other moment in our world is tinged by the possibilities of what might come afterwards. Death is the ultimate irreversible. They’re not there. There will be nothing more. They will live in our memory, of course, but that memory is cauterised; a life is sealed, to become the static sum of its remembered parts.

Reg, you have been a wonderful friend and you won't be forgotten.

Rest in peace!

 


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Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Three guns, two with telescopic sight, a cracked mirror, an old radio, some cans and a pair of old-fashioned spectacles; the sum total of a life, plus loneliness, hardship, and the occasional sickness.

 

 

I had never heard of, let alone met, Gösta Brand when in 1977 I lived and worked on Thursday Island, although at that time he was still very much alive and living his lonely life on nearby Packe Island.

I came across his story many years later and had it confirmed by my old friend David Richardson from my Thursday Island days, whom I last visited in Babinda in 2011, and who, sadly, passed away in 2012. Balfour Ross, a long-time TI resident and regular visitor to this blog when he lived in Terengganu in Malaysia where he passed away, also confirmed it.

The story reminds me of Somerset Maugham's short story German Harry although that particular character is said to have been a Danish fellow by the name of Henry Evolt who lived on Deliverance Island and died there in January 1928, aged 79.



Extract from "Den överkörda kängurun" published 1975
Author: Tore Zetterlund (1915-2001)
Photo and photo texts: Eino Hanski (1928-2000)

Every boy's

dream comes true





I was sceptical until the last moment.


It was Eino who had heard about him and had contacted the man's brother in Sweden who confirmed that the story was true.

He had read the story in a book by a Danish travel writer. It was about a modern-day Swedish Robinson Crusoe who was said to live alone on a tropical island to the north of Australia. A real Jack London figure who had left Sweden more than 50 years ago and had lived a life of adventure as a sailor, pearl fisherman, crocodile hunter and hermit.

"It sounds like a piece of fiction" I said. "That sort of things doesn't happen anymore. It's as dead as the brontosaurus. It's just the boy inside all of us that still dreams of such adventures."

Gösta Brand

But Eino could produce evidence that this modern-day Swedish Robinson Crusoe existed. He had contacted the man's brother, a Viktor Brand, a farmer who had lived all his life on a farm in Simlångsdalen in Sweden. Viktor confirmed that he had a brother named Gösta who had left Sweden fifty-one years ago.

He had received the occasional short letter and card from his adventurous brother. The last one had been postmarked "Thursday Island", but that was more than a year ago. He thought he had been sick. Maybe he wasn't even alive any more.

Just in case we ever got as far as Thursday Island and found our modern-day Swedish Robinson Crusoe, we recorded a greeting from Viktor on Eino's tape recorder.

Thursday Island was almost as far away from Sweden as one could get. Our first stop after a long international flight was Sydney in Australia, then a domestic flight to Horn Island in the Torres Strait between Australia and New Guinea. Then a short ferry ride across to Thursday Island. (There was also a Friday Island nearby which made me think of Robinson Crusoe again) We had brought with us the cassette recording of Viktor's greetings and a bunch of family photos.

The community on Thursday Island was as large as a Swedish fishing village. It reminded me somewhat of Byxelkrok on the island of Öland. The population consisted mainly of coloured people, not Australian aborigines but South Sea islanders from Melanesia. There were no racial barriers as there seemed to be on the Australian mainland.

Inside the Federal Hotel

On our very first evening on the island we freely mixed with snooker-playing and beer-drinking blacks and whites alike in the hotel bar and were able to ask questions about Gösta. Nobody knew a Gösta Brand but they had heard of an old Swede called Ron Brand who lived on Packe Island, an hour away from Thursday Island by fast boat. But he was supposed to be seriously ill, and nobody knew if he was still alive.

Next day the postmaster confirmed that Ron was identical with Gösta - Gösta had simply been too difficult to pronounce for the local people. Two hours later we were on our way to Packe Island in a small boat owned by a South Sea Islander. About twenty minutes into our bumpy ride he yelled, "There is his boat! I am sure he is on it!"

Ron on his boat

At the risk of capsizing our little dinghy and turning us into shark-food, Eino took out his camera and started filming. The boat, an average-sized sailing boat with an auxiliary motor and a dinghy tied to her stern, lay at anchor a few hundred metres off Horn Island. We spotted the bare torso of a man inside the cockpit who disappeared into the cabin as we approached.

"I think he is sick," mumbled our boatman. However, as we got closer, he re-appeared from the cabin and we saw an emaciated, wiry, brownish man wearing a slouch-hat as protection against the sun.

I called out in Swedish, "Are you Gösta Brand? We have come from Sweden to bring you greetings from your brother Viktor."

He answered in a mixture of Swedish and "Sailor's English." Yes, he was Gösta Brand. He lived on Packe Island but had anchored his boat here because he was ill and had wanted to come a bit closer to civilisation. He thought it was his lungs, but he wasn't interested to go to a hospital. And he definitely didn't want our help to return to Sweden!

" I would die on the spot," he laughed. "I have lived far too long in the tropics. If I should die, it has to be on my island or on the boat here."

He was friendly and happy and not at all unsociable as we had anticipated. We suggested that he should follow us out to his island, so that we could film him there. He didn't seem unwilling but was probably too sick to be in front of a camera and also afraid of leaving his boat. With the help of a bottle of whisky
he finally agreed to wait for us until the next day when we would come back in a larger boat to tow him back to his island.

Towing Ron's boat

Next day we managed to hire a twin-engined speedboat that bounced along at more than 30 knots. I helped Ron lift the anchor and sat next to him in his boat while we were towed out to sea, with Eino filming from the speedboat. It turned out to be a more dramatic film than we had anticipated as the waves became bigger and wilder until they completely drenched us and filled the dinghy with water. Close to capsizing, we desperately waved our arms to tell the speedboat to turn back.

We were wet, depressed and angry as we dropped Ron and his boat back in the same spot where we had found him. So much for our efforts to film this modern-day Robinson Crusoe's existence on his tiny island!

I don't know whether it was the influence of the whisky or the prospect of appearing on Swedish television but suddenly Ron did agree to leave his boat and come with us to his island in our speadboat. "As long as you bring me back here afterwards," he said.

Ron's hut and beach

An hour later, after having passed other deserted islands, we stepped ashore on a South Sea island straight out of a "Boy's Own" setting. The calm waters of the bay in front of Packe Island were absolutely clear and blue, and the sand was soft all the way up to the palm trees. Palm trees that Ron had planted himself while he had built his hut and the bamboo fence surrounding it. The hut was painted white and had a roof of corrugated metal. For almost twenty years he had lived here totally alone after having cleared a piece of land and the beach in front of it. For all this he paid a peppercorn rent of ten dollars a year to the Australian government.

He regretted that a group of cultured-pearl farmers had moved in at the other end of the bay. We thought he would have welcomed having some other people nearby but he regarded them as trespassers on his island.

Gösta being filmed by Eino

He told us about the many adventures he had had and showed us some nasty scars on his legs from crocodile bites. He had become an Australian citizen and for the last few years had been getting a government pension which took care of all his material needs. But he still went crocodile-hunting on occasions or fished for barramundi, always accompanied by a native from one of the other islands. "They are my best mates," he said.

On the beach sat his canoe, named "Minnehaha"", meaning "Laughing Water" in some Red Indian language. Yes, he had lived amongst Red Indians, too. That was in Canada, before he came to Australia.

"Why did you choose this life?" we asked.

Gösta inside his hut

"Because I love my liberty!" he answered quickly and without hesitation. He had obviously considered this question many times.

"Didn't you ever miss a woman?"

"Yes, of course, but then I also have to get hold of a woman. I have never lived with a woman. I love my liberty!"

It sounded self-assured but by the time we had finished our filming and were to leave, we thought we knew the price he had paid for his freedom - what he called his "liberty" - and his carefree existence. He had seemed strangely touched by our visit as we recorded his message to his brother in Sweden.

Inside Ron's boat

"You are both welcome to come back and stay on my island," he said as we were about to depart. "Bring your wife and kids with you."

We could tell that he meant what he said although he knew quite well how unlikely another visit would be. Not many people ever come this far.

I had one last look into the cabin of his boat before I climbed down the rail. There were three guns, two with telescopic sight, a cracked mirror, an old radio, some cans and a pair of old-fashioned spectacles. The sum total of his life, plus loneliness, hardship, and the occasional sickness.

As we left, the outline of where he sat in the boat waving goodbye was getting smaller and smaller. Very soon it would be hard to believe he existed at all.

But both Eino and I had the tooth of a crocodile he had given us to prove that he was real!


 


Read the original article in Swedish here

 

Here is W. Somerset Maugham's story "German Harry" and here are photos of my time on TI, and here is the story of my return in 2005.

Keeping the memories alive!

 


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P.S. According to National Archives of Australia, a Raoul Gosta Brand, year of birth 1900, place of birth Halmstad, Sweden, was naturalised on 14 Dec 1939, at which time he lived at Geraldton, WA. Then there was another Gosta Allan Brandt, born 16 August 1919, who arrived in Australia under the General Assisted Passage Scheme with Greta Viola Alvsol born 10 January 1923; Tony Kennet born 8 May 1945; Alvsol Nelene born 29 October 1948; Peter Mikael born 20 March 1950; Jane Merete born 20 March 1950. They were all from Sweden and travelled per ship TAHITIEN departing Marseilles/France on 29 October 1957.

P.P.S. If you can add more to this story, please email me at riverbendnelligen[AT]mail.com

 

Monday, May 18, 2026

From the desk of the Nelligen Stock Exchange

 

 

Feeling and finance don't mix! And yet each affect the other: you're feeling well when you're financially well off, and you handle your finances well when you're feeling well.

I didn't feel well at all when, after saying my final good-bye to an old friend in hospital, I decided to divest myself of most of my BHP shares at an average price of $59.40, only to see them soar the next day to a new high of $62.72. There had been nothing more behind my decision to sell other than a feeling that I ought to live my life more deliberately without spending too much time deliberating over financial matters.

Isn't it strange how the human mind works? I had lost no real money — in fact, I had made a profit by selling at the low $59.40 — and yet there I was regretting having lost out on the extra three dollars a share I could have made had I sold out just one day later - IF I had sold out at all!

 

BHP chart

 

There is a perceived understanding that when the miners go up, the banks go down (and vice versa), as money managers rotate their funds from one sector to the other. And right on cue, CBA fell off the cliff:

 

CBA chart

 

All cashed up from my recent sale of BHP and with nowhere to put the money, I spent a portion of it on buying into CBA. As shown on the above chart, after a day of hesitation during which my purchases showed a loss, CBA took off again towards its former 52-week high of $192, and I regretted not having bought more. That strange human mind again!

 

BHP chart

 

Today it was BHP's turn to fall off a not-so-steep cliff, when its shares dropped from Friday's close of $60.46 to today's close at $58.77. In the meantime, CBA had risen further to $160.74. I won't bore you with the details, but had I, instead of selling too early, not sold out at all and thus also not had the money to buy into CBA either, I would now be a lot worse off. Speaking of snatching victory from the jaws of defeat!

 


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Why did we have to grow up?

 

 

I looked at this fifty-five-year-old photo for a long time. It made me ask myself if I had been unhappy about anything or if anything had bothered me or if any regrets had already sneaked into my life at that time. And the answer was a resounding no, no, and no again.

 

 

I was single then and young, and Bougainville Island was home to me. It came in the shape of a 9x9-ft donga tastefully decorated with PLAYBOY centrefolds of girls waxed to the point of martyrdom, and where all my wordly possessions easily fitted into a 2-ft-wide metal locker and my needs for comfort were satisfied by a red plastic chair on the porch.

 

 

Life was so simple then; we were so innocent! Life had not yet left its marks, worn us thin, and made us cynical. Why did we have to grow up?

 

 

Perhaps even more to the point, why did we have to grow old?

 


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