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Monday, March 31, 2025

Life was so simple then

 

My office on the top floor of the Al Bank Al Saudi Al Fransi building in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia

 

I've previously reflected on my past stripped-down working life. I liked it that way and my employers did too as it meant that no domestic chores distracted me from giving my full attention to their business affairs.

 

My office was behind the window on the top floor on the far right

 

My work was my life and my office was my home, and there was little else besides. "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy" was how I coped with life in the world's largest sandbox (a.k.a. Saudi Arabia).

 

Note my portable OLYMPIA typewriter, bought in Kieta in New Guinea in 1972. It travelled the world with me for many years

 

Not that there was much to play with: the television reception consisted of little more than re-runs of Walt Disney's "Bambi" and so-called 'newsflashes' of members of the royal family travelling to or returning from the fleshpots of the West denied to their own citizens. As for alcohol, there was none - but you could get stoned anytime.

 

 

My hotel room was equally spartan, trimmed down as it was to the basics of sleeping, eating and work brought back from the office.

 

The view from the room with no view

 

It was a room with no view and the only diversion was the men-only swimming pool, as long as the scorching sun had set behind the Red Sea and the hot desert wind didn't sandblast the skin off your face.

All up, it was an assignment that came at a huge personal cost to me and yet it contributed to what I am today. Thanks for the memories!


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The Demon-Haunted World

 

Read the book online here

 

I have a foreboding of an America in my children's or grandchildren's time — when the United States is a service and information economy; when nearly all the manufacturing industries have slipped away to other countries; when awesome technological powers are in the hands of a very few, and no one representing the public interest can even grasp the issues; when the people have lost the ability to set their own agendas or knowledgeably question those in authority; when, clutching our crystals and nervously consulting our horoscopes, our critical faculties in decline, unable to distinguish between what feels good and what's true, we slide, almost without noticing, back into superstition and darkness..." [Carl Sagan in "The Demon-Haunted World"]

 

 

Thirty years ago, Carl Sagan predicted what the USA would be like in the future. He died far too early in December 1996, just sixty-two years old and just seven months after the above interview was recorded. Carl Sagan spent much of his adult life inspiring others, and the human race lost one of its finest. What a legacy he left behind!

 

 

The above audiobook is AI-generated but perhaps still better than reading the whole 400-plus pages online (unless you want to buy it on ebay for $30 or, if you're lucky, find it at your local op-shop for a mere two dollars). Reading it is time well spent because, as he said here ...

 

 

"What an astonishing thing a book is. It's a flat object made from a tree with flexible parts on which are imprinted lots of funny dark squiggles. But one glance at it and you're inside the mind of another person, maybe somebody dead for thousands of years. Across the millennia, an author is speaking clearly and silently inside your head, directly to you. Writing is perhaps the greatest of human inventions, binding together people who never knew each other, citizens of distant epochs. Books break the shackles of time. A book is proof that humans are capable of working magic."


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Good listening!

 

 

... and for plenty more of them same, click here.

 

Why I am not rich!

 

The address says it all: PO Box 187, Rabaul, New Guinea

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Remember the Poseidon boom in Australia in the late 1960s when some nickel stocks experienced spectacular increases in price? The best-known, Poseidon, rose from $1.85 on 26 September 1969 to its high of $280 on 10 January 1970. Some years later it went off the board. Its shares were worthless.

In 1969 I'd just come back from South West Africa, rejoined the ANZ Bank in Canberra and then gone to Papua New Guinea to escape the hand-to-mouth existence of a banking career. I was totally ignorant of the Poseidon boom but my new colleagues in the chartered accounting firm of Hancock, Woodward & Neill in Rabaul talked of nothing else - when they weren't drinking which was most of the time!

 

PO Box 12, Kieta, Bougainville, New Guinea

 

First out of sympathy and then as a convert, I spent what little money I earned on VAM and Kambalda shares which, after I had bought them at several dollars each, went down to just a few cents and then to nothing.

Are those early years called the formative years because during that time one forms one's financial base? Well, my shiny VAM and Kambalda share certificates weren't even pliable and absorbent enough for the most obvious use, which is perhaps why I still have a few of them today. As the saying goes: I started out with nothing and I still got most of it left.


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Sunday, March 30, 2025

Don't leave home without it

 


I show you mine ...

 

Leave home without your iqama in Saudi Arabia and you are in serious shit. Not quite a beheading but you're getting closer. I'll never forget the day a friend and I drove out of Jeddah for a day on the beach along the Red Sea.

Halfway there, he almost lost his head when he tapped his shirt pocket. "Oh shit, I forgot my iqama!" he yelled and drove straight back home to retrieve it (actually, he didn't yell Oh shit! because in over fifty years I've never heard him swear; put it down to bad parenting). Here he is:

 


... if you show me yours (click on image)

 

The iqama, of course, is a Saudi Arabian residency permit and you take it everywhere - to work, to the beach, to the shops, even to the toilet - because if you're caught without it, you're taken away first and released later - MUCH LATER!

I still have mine, and occasionally still tap my shirt pocket. Occasionally, I also tap my forehead and wonder why I went there.


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Never again

 

This is the full-length movie 'Never on Sunday'. Enjoy!

 

Remember the American tourist Homer Thrace who, having gone to Greece in search of its ancient philosophers but becoming disillusioned, interrogates a prostitute named Ilya (played by Melina Mercouri) about what has gone wrong?

‘No society ever reached the heights that were attained by ancient Greece! It was the cradle of culture. It was a happy country. What happened? What made it fall?’ he pleads with her - click here.

But was there ever such a Greek Golden Age? When, exactly, was Greece great? In fact, nostalgia for a lost greatness can be found in the so-called Golden Age itself. Even in the mid-fifth century BCE, Athenians were already looking back with longing. And so it goes for the rest of us: we all look back with longing to our own 'Golden Age' and, in doing so, proclaim our own decline.

I think I just sit back and watch 'Never on Sunday' to remind myself of my own personal 'Golden Age' in Greece which will never come again.


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I have regrets, but I don't regret having them

 

 

One of my many regrets is not having stayed longer on Thursday Island. The year was 1977 and I had come down from New Guinea to work as an accountant on Thursday Island in the Torres Strait in Far North Queensland.

I've always been drawn to remote and isolated places, and there were few as remote and isolated as Thursday Island. The location suited me perfectly and I should've been set for at least a couple of years before ambition and wanderlust would've got the better of me again.

However, I was working under the dick-tatorship of a former missionary-type who, having discovered the difference between a debit and a credit, had passed himself off as an accountant and then became the manager - and my boss - of what was then the Island Industries Board.

Had it not been for his reign of terror, I might have stayed longer, much longer, maybe even forever, as, according to 'Banjo' Paterson's "Thirsty Island", 'the heat, the thirst, the beer, and the Islanders may be trusted to do the rest.'

Of course, professionally speaking, I would have signed my own death warrant because Thursday Island was a dead-end, whereas I went on to bigger and better jobs in the Solomons (again!), Samoa, Malaysia, Australia, New Guinea (again and again!), Saudi Arabia, Greece ...

It was a case of Thursday Island versus the World, and the world won!


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A trip back in time for fifty cents

 

6th Edition, February 1998

 

Most people buy their Lonely Planet Guide at full retail price to plan their next trip; I bought this old 1998 edition for a mere fifty cents at the local op-shop to take a trip down memory lane. And I discovered so much!

Only the very back of the guidebook, the last three pages 359-361, is dedicated to the place where I had spent most of my time in New Guinea. It begins with the explanation, "The following information is included in case the situation in Bougainville dramatically improves and travel onto the island is once again allowed. But this information is likely to be out of date since Bougainville has been off-limits for eight years and there's been considerable damage to the towns in the south."

And equally so about the first place I had lived and worked in: "Rabaul is a weird wasteland, buried in deep black volcanic ash. The broken frames of its buildings poke out of the mud like the wings of a dead bird. Almost the entire old town is buried and barren and looks like a movie set for an apocalyse film. Streets and streets of rubble and ruined buildings recede in every direction. The scale of what happened to Rabaul cannot be appreciated until you see it. If you were fortunate enough to walk its busy, noisy and colourful streets before September 1994, be prepared for a shock."

With the help of the old town map on page 315 I was able to walk, in my mind, from my office in Park Street to Casuarina Avenue, across Court Street, Namanula Road and Tavur Street, before turning left into Vulcan Street to arrive at the company-supplied accommodation, a converted Chinese trade store which I shared with two other accountants, one of whom stayed for another twenty-four years until the aforesaid volcanic eruption wiped out his business. There but for the grace of God go I.

Then there is the Port Moresby City map on page 112 which also shows Cuthbertson Street where I used to sit in my parked car in the sweltering heat on a Sunday morning, waiting for the newspapers from "down south" to arrive at the news agency. You had to be quick to grab one of the few copies of the weekend edition of the Australian Financial Review which always advertised the best job vacancies. Then a quick check of my mailbox at the post office on the opposite side of the street for letters from "down south" (they used to sort incoming mail on a Sunday back then), but especially for any job offer in response to any of my applications.

Page 131 reminded me of trips to Yule Island where "the missionaries who arrived at Yule Island in 1885 were some of the first European visitors to the Papuan coast of New Guinea." On the way there I would stop over at a small trade store at Hisiu, then run by an Australian and his local wife.

Then there were those many trips out to Idler's Bay to the west, Bootless Inlet to the east, and north to Brown River, or up to Rouna Falls. One time, sailing my CORSAIR dinghy from the Royal Papuan Yacht Club all the way out of Fairfax Harbour far out to sea to Gemo Island and Lolorua Island, I had to tack. My inexperienced crew, Brian Herde, failed to respond to my command of "Lee ho!" to shift his body to the other side of the dinghy, and we promptly capsized. He redeemed himself by diving under the boat and pushing the centreboard back through the slot so that I could grap it as I sat astride the upturned hull to pull the waterlogged boat and mast and sail upright again. I would never have been able to do this on my own and may well have ended up as shark food - but then again, I probably also would have never capsized on my own. Did we have life jackets or emergency flares? Are you kidding me? We were in our twenties and indestructible. Besides, sharks are not deterred by life jackets and we were too far out to sea for anyone to have seen our flares. I lost my precious wristwatch and we lost all our beer but only very nearly our lives.

The map of Lae on page 176 shows the corner of 7th Street and Huon Road where I lived and spent my last Christmas in the country in 1974 before flying out to my next assignment in Burma. My old friend Noel had flown across from Wewak to spend that Christmas with me, only to help me stencil my shipping box with "M.P. GOERMAN / RANGOON / BURMA".

I still remember talking with him about another job I had been offered eighteen months earlier as manager of a thriving co-operative at Angoram on the banks of the mighty Sepik River. Angoram was no more than a couple of hours' drive away from Wewak and I had been tempted to accept to be near my friend but how different things may have turned out because only a few months later, again at Christmas time, I developed accute appendicitis which was quickly and successfully dealt with through a hurried operation at the newly-built hospital at Arawa but which would've been impossible to handle in the remote wilds of the Sepik District. And, of course, no access to the Australian Financial Review, one of whose advertisements had just then secured me my next assignment in Burma. We are so often the result of the circumstances we find ourselves in.

And then there is Wewak itself, described on the guidebook's page 254 as "an attractive town where you can happily spend a day or two in transit to the Sepik or Irian Jaya." Well, that was then: today Weak is a very unsafe and run-down place and the border to Irian Jaya is also closed. The town map on page 256 still mentions the Windjammer Hotel which burnt down many years ago. The larger district map on the facing pages 250 and 251 shows the road to Cape Wom and the Hawain River where my friend Noel used to live before Independence and the unruly natives forced him out.

A great trip back in time for a mere fifty cents!


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Some of my best friends were acquaintances

 

 

It's been some months since I invested in a new address book, and I have been occupied with the somewhat saddening task of copying out names and adresses from the old.

It's a very old book indeed, since it accompanied me in all my travels around and around and around the world for more than thirty years. Who were all those people crammed into the pages of this battered old book? Every page is absolutely jam-packed with names and numbers, sometimes underlined or with marginal notations 'See page so-and-so'.

There are names that belong to boat voyages, or train travels, or hotel encounters; people who seemed so charming that one promised to 'keep in touch'. I never offered them to 'look in and see me if you are passing through' as I usually was, as they say, of no fixed abode which spared me a lot of trouble as they were absolute strangers with whom I had nothing in common except a shared voyage or some talk in a bar or dining room.

Of course, there are some names and addresses that I am transcribing into my new book that belong to people who were once just passers-by or brief encounters somewhere, but who have come to justify the word 'friend' and have gone on meaning that through many years of absence.

 

 

With email and the internet, it's now much easier to keep in touch, and also to know when no longer to keep in touch, such as when one's email is returned with the mail delivery message 'mailbox for user is full'. It probably means that an old friend has gone 'off-line', metaphorically or, more likely, physically, and no amount of emailing will reach him again.

Perhaps future death certificates should include an instruction to shut down the email account so as to remove any doubt in a sender's mind.


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Saturday, March 29, 2025

The BATAVIA - Shipwreck, Mutiny, and Madness

 

 

I recently found the audiobook of Peter FitzSimons' "Batavia" which is seventeen hours of listening pleasure. Reading the 512-page doorstopper of a book probably takes just as long but occasionally I take a break from it by watching these amazing video clips - and so might you, I thought. Amazing history!

Described by author Peter FitzSimons as "a true Adults Only version of Lord of the Flies, meeting Nightmare on Elm Street," the story is set in 1629, when the pride of the Dutch East India Company, the Batavia, is on its maiden voyage en route from Amsterdam to the Dutch East Indies, laden down with the greatest treasure to leave Holland. The magnificent ship is already boiling over with a mutinous plot that is just about to break into the open when, just off the coast of Western Australia, it strikes an unseen reef in the middle of the night.

It all happened long ago, and it is for a very good reason that Peter FitzSimons has long maintained that this is "far and away the greatest story in Australia's history, if not the world's." FitzSimons' unique writing style makes this bloody, chilling, stunning tale come alive.

 

 

And the channel "Defragged History" has plenty more - click here.


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My weekly outlook on the world

 

I'm not sure I can endure another thirty-odd days of career politicians dressed up as tradies, standing in front of cameras, having awkward conversations in factories and supermarkets with ‘ordinary hardworking Australians’. Any more footage of a rich guy in a suit pretending to push a broom or scoop food onto a plate, that might be it for me. Bring on the elections!

Of course, our prime minister tried to big-note himself by ringing up Trump who said, "I've heard of Vietnamese, Japanese, Taiwanese, Chinese, but Albanese? Who the fuck are you?", and hung up again.

Speaking of that mad place south of the 51st state and just above the Gulf of America, there's no longer any method to the madness, there's just madness! When you thought the Trump clown show couldn’t get any clownier, Pete Hegseth goes and texts top-secret war plans to a journalist while Democrats are seen huddling in a corner to decide how best to let this massive Republican fuck-up slip through their fingers. You couldn't make this up! On the bright side, at least Canada and Greenland will in future know when they plan to invade them.

I don't know how many of you still remember - or have even read - George Orwell's "1984", in which, at the climax of Hate Week, Oceania is suddenly no longer at war with Eurasia, but instead is at war with Eastasia, and always has been. The pivot comes with no explanation or even announcement. During a public harangue, a Party orator is handed a scrap of paper and redirects his vitriol "mid-sentence, not only without a pause, but without even breaking the syntax". Similarly, when Donald Trump switched sides in Russia’s war against Ukraine, Republicans acted as if nothing had changed. It takes a special talent to betray an entire worldview without missing a beat.

 

MAGA-caps have become very popular in Greenland

 

In breaking news, I heard that astronauts Suni Williams and Butch Wilmore pleaded to be sent back to the International Space Station mere moments after arriving back on Earth, saying space is much less chaotic, after their capsule parachuted into the Gulf of Mexico which government representatives insisted they call the Gulf of America. "Honestly, let’s turn around and get out of here", Williams said.

And, with TESLA showrooms going up in smoke all over America, I almost feel sorry for Elon, but then I remembered his wise words: "The fundamental weakness of Western civilization is empathy."

On a serious note, here's an interesting take on Mr Tariffs' isolationist policies - click "Why is Trump crashing the US economy?" to hear it.


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What's it like living in a palindrome?

 

"Please, sir, we want some more." I'm the non-praying one in the front row

 

We met a couple at the Nelligen Market who were on their way from South Australia to Queensland. "Where are you from in South Australia?" I asked. "Glenelg", they replied. I almost asked, "What's it like living in a palindrome?" but I had learned my lesson seventy years earlier in the (c)old country.

As an undernourished and underdeveloped post-war waif, I had been selected by the German welfare to join a group of equally undernourished and underdeveloped post-war waifs for transportation to a tiny Frisian island off the German coast in the deepest of German winters when only the very brave or the incurably insane or the undernourished and underdeveloped would venture there.

 

 

There we were weighed on arrival, fed endless gruel for four weeks, and weighed again on departure, presumably because "Onkel Max", our latter-day Mr Bumble, was paid according to the kilos we'd put on.

 

 

However, before we could gain any weight, we had to assemble at our hometown's railway station where we watched our luggage being loaded onto the train from a cart which started rolling down the platform as soon as one kid had picked up its drawbar which released the brakes.

No sooner had I mumbled "that's synchronised" - in German, of course - than I was set upon by the whole bunch who wanted to know the school I was going to. No amount of reassurance that I came from as disadvantaged a school as they did would stop them from calling me "the synchronised one" for the rest of our stay on that bitterly cold and windswept island.

 

The island of Langeoog in Winter wasn't much better than our hometown, with the
added disadvantage that it was surrounded by water so no one could escape from it

 

I haven't used the word 'synchronised' since the 50s, nor have I asked anyone what it's like living in a palindrome. I've learned my lesson.


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I wrote this almost ten years to the day ...

 

Ian Paterson with donkey (the donkey is on the left)

 

We didn't exactly play pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey but my old mate Ian Paterson and I had lots of fun meeting up again after more than forty years - see here (well, 'old mate' might be a little presumptuous: Ian’s more of a professional acquaintance but that just sounds so stuffy…).

Memories came back thick and fast of our times on Bougainville Island, of the people we have known, and of the things we have done. We seem to have swapped sides since: when we first met in 1973, Ian was married and I was footloose and fancy-free. Forty years later, I am married and he is footloose and fancy-free (just how fancy-free he demonstrated by always leaving the toilet-seat up, a habit I had beaten out of me during the last fifteen years of domestic bliss ☺)

The three nights he stopped over at "Riverbend" went all too fast. He left this morning after breakfast ...

 

 

... after leaving this message in our guestbook: "Thank you, Peter and Padma, for one of the loveliest times in my life. You are both very generous, welcoming and genuinely nice friends. I felt totally relaxed and enjoyed every minute of my stay. The food prepared by Padma was simply delicious. The tranquility, beauty and peace of Riverbend Cottage is just wonderful. Magnificent trees, lovely river, billabong, wildlife - first time I have fed a donkey!! Your invitation to visit, Pete, after 40-plus years working together on Bougainville Island was a golden opportunity to reminisce about that outstanding time in our lives which left us all thankful for that exciting journey and experience of a lifetime. Much love and good wishes. Ian Paterson, Coolangatta, Queensland."

That was almost ten years ago, after which we stayed in contact for a few more years. Then he dropped off the face of the earth. I last read about him on the internet after an incident outside a polling booth where he had volunteered as a Pauline Hanson supporter. If you read this, Ian, and you're at loose ends again, drop in for another reunion!


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Friday, March 28, 2025

We want to hear from you!

 

 

Did you spend some time on the Bougainville Copper Project in the sixties and seventies? If you did, we want to hear from you! There aren't many of us left and it would be good to hear from those who lived with us in the camps or in Panguna or Arawa or Kieta and shared with us the experience - click here.

Wouldn't it be great to revisit Bougainville, drive up to Panguna, swim at Loloho Beach, or go shopping at Greens in Kieta? The Bougainville Copper Project shaped our lives as many of us continued to work on overseas projects. Others returned to suburbia and ordinary jobs but they, too, were forever changed by the experience.

Where are they all today? Many are settled back in Australia while others stayed on in New Guinea or settled elsewhere, and some are still on the move. When were you on Bougainville? Who did you work for and what did you do? Have you photographs or memories to share which we could publish on our blog?

My email address is

riverbendnelligen[AT]mail.com

I look forward to receiving your email!

Peter Goerman
ex-auditor for Bechtel Corporation
during the construction phase of the mine

 

left-to-right: Des Hudson, Bob Green, Peter Goerman, Neil Jackson

 

(By the way, do you remember the rumours about the stuff they put in our tea in the camp, to keep our minds off it...? Well, more than fifty years later, I think mine's beginning to work.)


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